My son posted this on Facebook this evening:
"My mom is one of the best moms in this freaking world and you all should be jealous. My mom's got street smarts, computer smarts and all sorts of awesome smarts. But one must know these things if they are a single mom raising a teenage boy lol XD you rock mom and don't let anyone tell you other wise.
Love you like a fat kids loves good yummy cake."
Had dinner Saturday night with my Mom, Grandma, Aunt and Cousin to celebrate Mother's Day. The food was great but the company was better.
I hold grudges. It it not healthy or attractive. Those who (or it whom) I hold these grudges against probably have no clue or could not care less. I really need to work on getting over somethings.
It is particulary bad when I blurt out a HORRIBLE thought about the person and realize how terrible and pitiful I have become. To make matters, this person may never know I said what I did, yet I feel so terrible about it that I feel an absurd need to apologize to the person. I won't but I did apologize to those who heard what I said.
It is the start of a new week and I hope it is better than last. Last week was filled with work worries, financial worries, digestive troubles, headaches, and weight gain. All made worse because I ran out of my, "Calm the bleep down pills". UPS should deliver my prescription tomorrow. I have to order certain prescriptions through mail or they will not be covered through my insurance. I will share my thoughts about THAT another day.
This week I am going to work on:
Accepting the things I can not change and working to change that which I can.
Letting go of anger and resentment.
Losing the weight I have gained over the past week.
Relaxing and enjoying the susnhine.
Hope everyone has a great week!