Tuesday, March 15, 2011

I...

I was trying to come up with something to blog about other than my intense dislike for a certain person.  It is definitely unhealthy and I need to do what my son often says, "Cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it!" So instead of ranting about her and giving her too much of my time, I stole this idea from here

I am… standing on the edge of something but don’t know what it is or how to get over, under, or around it.


I want… to feel wonderful and happy.

I have… too much time on my hands.

I wish… I were in love.

I know…that I need to get out more.

I hate…being hurt.

I hear…not so nice self talk.

I crave… hugs.

I search… for the me that I once was.

I always… think too much and do too little.

I usually…drive to the gas station every morning and get a Coke.

I miss…passion.

I love… my son.

I never…date.

I rarely…feel truly happy.

I cry… too often.

I lose…pens

I should…be kinder to myself.

I worry…about the future.

I dream…about losing people and finding them again...yes, I really do that.

I was…going to have a better day today.

I need… to lose weight.

I can…learn to love myself.

3 comments:

M-Cat said...

I like......posts like this one.

I too and spending too much time thinking about a person that I cannot find any good about. It's so self-destructive!

just call me jo said...

I like your list. Hope you can get passed the bad vibes from unpleasant people. The sun will shine and tomorrow is another day...I care about you and have some very similar worries and concerns. We're both slightly messed up. So...misery loves company?

B said...

I really like this post Amy. It seems like a really healthy way to process some negative feelings. I'm sorry you're feeling this way. Some of what you said made me just want to reach out and hug you. So consider this comment a virtual hug! I hope you have lots of love and laughter pour into your life!