I have misplaced my motivation. It was easy to find at the beginning of the summer. I was going to water-aerobics each morning. I felt great. Then work interferred and I started having 7 am meetings. My classes started at 7 am. When the meetings started my motivation went into hiding. I haven't been able to find it again.
My mom is losing weight. My cousin has posted some great weight loss on Facebook. My son is exercising every night. The more people I see successfully doing something I am not should bring back my motivation. Right? Wrong. My motivation has been even harder to find.
I keep waiting for THE MOMENT or THE THING that will get me moving and feeling better. It is elusive. I know, I need to do it for myself. But negativity is a terrible things and I think, "Will doing this really change my life, change me, make me a different person?" The answer comes back as "No!'. Really? That's not fair. It should make me feel better and isn't that what I need? I know it is. I need to feel better. I'm just not motivated.
I'll keep looking. Maybe I will find it.