Wednesday, May 18, 2011


1 - I don't realize how many days have past since I have last logged into Blogger or Facebook until I try to catch up. Then I realize that I missed some interesting stuff.  Not necessarily on Facebook but from my bloggy friends.  I would say that I will try to do better but it probably won't happen.

2-  Something happened to me the other day. Some would say it was a spiritual prompting or whatever.  I ignored it and something bad happened.  It would have happened anyway but I still should have paid attention. That night in my prayers, I told Him that I don't do subtle.  Next time strike me with lightening, throw a tree limb at me, help me to feel like I am not a crazy person if I tell someone about it.

3 - Project Me is not going so well.  I don't feel different, better, or happier.  It sucks.  I've been reading "The Gifts of Imperfection" but can't seem to make myself finish.

4 - I have a love/hate relationship with the Biggest Loser.  It motivates and depresses me at the same time.  Make sense? 

5- I checked out the Biggest Loser Diet online.  You know the one where they send food to your home.  It costs over $100 a week.  That doesn't work for me when I also have to buy food for a 16 year old boy.  I guess I need to make my own diet  food. BLECH!

6 - DIET is my least favorite 4 letter word.

7 - I am really blessed to have such a great son.  Austin is the best thing that has ever happened to me.  Even if he is somewhat responsible in a round about way for the extra weight I've been carrying around for the last 16 years.

8- Anxiety and worry are my constant companions these days.  I am anxious about moving in a few weeks and everything that entails.  I am worried about my uncle who has been in the hospital for the last week.  It doesn't look good. 

9 - My feet are really cold so I should probably go to bed.  I love having cold feet in bed.  I know weird.  But when my feet are too warm, I can't sleep.

10 - If you made it this far in my blah post.  Congratulations!  I hope you have a great Thursday.  I am going to bed and will pray that I feel better tomorrow morning. 


Sorta Southern Single Mom said...

{{{HUGS}}} Mamma... we all hit the doldrums sometimes. I hope your find the key to lifting yourself out of it... and it's okay if Project Me isn't going so well... just by doing it, you are taking more notice of yourself!

just call me jo said...

I so understand so many of your concerns. I too cannot get the "gentle whisperings" thing. Yes, hit me upside the head when you want my attention, God. I'm a little slow and hate the consequences thing a lot. Biggest Loser--me too. I struggle so much with my weight and my over-powering sense of gloom. I know it's not healthy. When you find a solution, please, please let me know. I hope you can let the upcoming spring brighten your spirits. I love your comments when I get them. Keep it up.

M-Cat said...

So with you on the blahs!

And cold feet really? If my feet are cold, it doesn't matter if I get in bed or not, the rest of me is cold and once I get cold, I can't get warm very easily.

I think the blah's are coming from the stupid weather.